My Dear Isaac. It’s been a week since your passing and I’m still struggling to come to terms with the reality of your death. It pains me knowing how you left this Earth and I’m even more heartbroken that I didn’t get to support you the tiniest bit during your ordeal. I’m so sorry for not being a better sister to you and I hope to make it up by being an even better Aunt to Abi. You became a man in whom I was pleased to call my brother and a son to our Dad he’ll forever boast about. You lived a worthy life and so didn’t deserve this fate. As I continue my journey know that it will be done in your honor.

Thank you for the good memories we had before we all became selfish adults consumed with our own life goals to even pause for a bit and dedicate time to family. Now I know more than ever just how important this is. I’ll never get another chance to spend time with you but I take comfort in knowing that the memory of our relationship has always been Golden and True and filled with lots of Laughter and Love!

Your death has impacted me in a way I never imagined. My best friend is freaked out and keeps checking in on me as he claims after all these years of friendship he’d come to the conclusion that I didn’t have a heart or the ability to show emotion. But you brought out this part of me and proved him wrong (haha). I really didn’t have a choice though. I’m broken and it’s probably gonna be a while before I can accept that I’ll never be able to see you or at the very least, speak to you ever again.

I’ve never been one to believe in an after life but for your sake I hope there is, as your life was unfairly cut short at such a pivotal point here on Earth. Fly with the angels My Love.

Hugs & Kisses Beyond Infinity….

Forever in My Heart….
From
Tashi Creft