My dear brother,

When you arrived from Grenada you came into my life and we had such fun times, but not enough.

For our contact then became a yearly visit and the odd call but that was enough as I knew if you needed me you would call. All you went through I was always told after the event with you saying “listen bro I’m cool trust me, I’m a fighter and didn’t want to worry you!

But you called on me in September 2015 where you opened up and shared things with me and made me promise through what was to come that I would never leave you and I didn’t.

But on the 5th April 05:30 you left me again, from that day I have been broken hearted and as I try to comprehend selfishly why you had to call this time and not say anything like other times, I know in my heart you were scared and you could be yourself with me and show no front. I have missed you every second, minute and hour since you have departed and although I try to accept you’re not going to call me every minute I cannot.

The pain I feel is unexplainable and as I try to remain focused and carry out all your wishes it’s very hard but trust me I will not let you down and no matter follow out what you wanted!

Say hi to our uncle, my sister (your cousin) my aunts (one your grandmother and the other your great aunt).

Until we meet again, save a space next to you for me…

Love you…

From
Gary Mills